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[Sep. 4th, 2007|04:34 pm] |
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today can fuck off and die. |
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| *BackStab* |
[Aug. 1st, 2007|10:03 am] |
Our first 2 shows this week :)


(just took the links from your post niesh - hope thats cool!)
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[Jul. 24th, 2007|04:06 pm] |
I heard this song on a mix tape yesterday... and it reminded so much of when Duggie was in a coma. perfect lyrics. i remember listening to it when i was younger.. loving it, but knowing i couldn't feel (luckily for me at the time) exactly what was being sung about. and i never knew that one day it would fit a situation i was in so goddamn perfectly. still missing you ol'boy. xxxxxxxxx
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What's left inside him ? Don't he remember us ? Can't he believe me ? We seemed like brothers. Talked for hours last month,about what we wanna be. I sit now with his hand in mine, but I know he can't feel... No one knows,what's done is done,it's as if he were dead. I'm close with his mother,and she cries end-lessly. Lord how we miss him,at least what's remembered. It's so important to make best friends in life, but it's hard when my friend sits with blank expressions No one knows,what's done is done,it's as if he were dead. He as hollow as I alone, now. He as hollow as I alone, a shell of my friend just flesh and bone,there's no soul,he sees no love.I shake my fists at skys above. Mad at God. He as hollow as I converse,I wish he'd waken from this curse, hear my words before it's through. I want to come in after you My best friend He as hollow as I alone. |
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| Gone but not forgotten |
[Feb. 8th, 2007|10:36 am] |
Funeral on Tuesday. It was wonderful, but so hard. Mustard City Rockers played a tune ("All I know is that I don't know nothing..") Beautiful & funny speeches. A huge turnout. Some of the anger has gone, and now it's more just pure sadness & confusion. A part of me can't comprehend how he was here & now he's not, and never will be. I am just so honoured to have known him, so proud I have been able to call him a friend, and so grateful for all he has done for me.. everything we shared, the fun, the moaning, the gossips, the major debates, the love. We were chatting at the wake how no-one had a bad word to say about Duggie. Not one. Even most of the sweetest people I know have a few traits you could moan about.. but not Dug. Nothing at all.
I love you ol' boy. Forever in mine & humptys hearts. xxxxxxxx


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| RIP Duggie Dugdale |
[Jan. 23rd, 2007|09:22 am] |
He died yesterday morning - had a brain haemmorage yesterday morning and died. I just re-read that. Oh dear. I don't have much to say but so much going through my head.
I hope he is at peace now. So this is what it feels like. |
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| Auntie Lu |
[Jan. 2nd, 2007|10:27 am] |
Yes sireee..
Bumpette born at 4.12 am.
I can't wait to meet her :) |
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[Oct. 24th, 2006|11:49 am] |
a few pics of belgium. and one of the 9bar read these boks shoot. (courtesy of May?) ( tis here ) |
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[Oct. 12th, 2006|01:32 pm] |
so i recorded 2nd demo last weekend. will post more when it's actually available!
went to birmingham for a work night last night, was really good, but lost my wallet. Gutted. So much stuff in there to replace, and then of course there is all the irreplaceble stuff. Anyway, it's pretty minor on the grand scheme of things. Still it had about £35 in it, which is about 1/4 of what I have to last me till the end of the month. Grrrr
Had the day from hell after that just every little thing going wrong. Wrote a complaint to London Underground.. haha..
( tis here )Off to Belguim to see Wisdom in Chains tomorrow, seeing Josh play on Saturday, Sunday - chilling & Chinese me thinks :) What a week. What (pause) a (pause) week. *sigh*
Doogle - you will be sorely missed. Say hi to Jam for me and tell him I miss him so much. RIP to the bestest dog in the universe. xxxx |
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| my travel email #1 |
[Oct. 18th, 2005|12:21 pm] |
some of you got this... but anyway: ***************************************
First installament of my little (hmmm) travel emails! Currently sitting on an uncomfortable, lopsided stool in Bangkok waiting for Steffi & Sal to arrive from India! (I think - is Colombo in India?) So I didn't quite leave London on the expected day after an offer from Cathay of $200 (pounds!) cash and a hotel room, with dinner & breakfast included... The nice lady at the desk said I would have no problem with sneaking Si in, so I agreed to leave the next morning as a favour for Cathay (umm... yes..) The hotel was great, sat in the bar people watching the drinks following some conference, very The Office-esque - highlight being the drunk woman trying to look sexy to her co-workers... (ladies - you know exactly what i mean!) On ordering 2 main mealsfrom room service the waiter asked "do reception know there is more than one of you", I sheepishly replied... "umm.. i dont think so..." but all was good! Contemplated putting pillows under my clothes and jsut trying to make myself look greedy... Flight was pretty uneventful, the usual drink as much free red wine as you can until you pass out for the rest of the journey... and because I had volunteered for money & free room the night before I got a bit of special treatment! Arrived in HK, dropped my stuff at Lisas flat (quite a mission - keys & envelopes leading to other keys & envelopes, and an incredibly enthusasitic guard who called Lisa after I had gone upstairs and said something along the lines of "Keypass - Secure". haha. (She has no idea how he got her mobile number). Jumped on a bus down to Repulse Bay (where I lived for about 15 years) and went to see my old flat - was told off for trying to take photos, so went and sat on the beach (in the boiling sun) and had a beer... then moved onto the Golf Club for lunch (thanks Dad!) where they recognised me after 3 years - was rather impressed with that. Then wandered about Central buying camera bits, met up with Lisa for frapachinnos... The rest of the weekend mainly involved getting drunk, catching up with old friends and eating cra* (the blanked out swearwords are for the work people!) Jess & Pippa, you will be happy to know I had a hangover McDonalds on Saturday morning... hehe.. We left abruptely after the woman sitting opposite Lisa (not me) was eating paper, dipped into her tea...
Strange how normal is was being back in Hong Kong, wouldn't say it has changed much at all. So, spending the next few days in Thailand, then heading on down to Cambodia... Sal is leaving us (or rather, we are leaving her) in 2 days to go onto New Zealand. So it will be my and my eco bud Steffi for the next 6 weeks! If anyone doesnt want to receive these emails just let me know, or if you know anyone that I've missed off tell me... Hope you are all well, Lots of Love Weeze/Lu/Louise(delete as appropriate) xxxxxx |
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[Sep. 25th, 2005|02:08 pm] |
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i dont want to talk to anyone, but i really need to talk to someone. |
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[Sep. 24th, 2005|06:38 pm] |
Leave your name and 1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. 5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you. 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. |
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[Aug. 16th, 2005|11:45 pm] |
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| | like toy soldiers... | ] | lisa, nick, rita & james. im thinking of you today. god bless you all. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx |
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[Dec. 27th, 2004|12:15 pm] |
Xmas Party? |
Drunken fights, hammer attacks, glorious turkeys, ridiculous amounts of alcohol, sex, drugs and rock n roll Enter your name below to experience the ultimate in complete useless bollocks! |
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